You Own It

After our 10k road race, we headed out and watched our 10 year old niece in an ice skating show. It was her first solo performance and they all had worked really, really hard for it. I sat there in amazement, watched as little boys and girls got out on the ice--some by themselves, others in groups and wondered if I would have the guts to do that. You put yourself out there. It's out on the ice, in front of EVERYONE--you are on your own--and each step, you own it.

But I guess the Ironman is that....except you're surrounded by 2700 people. It's your day, it's your race and your reasons.

No one else that can get you up when you fall (and you will fall). There is the sideline encouragements and excitement and worry but it's you, all you. You Own It.

You own your training: your easy days, your Hard Days, your days when you just want to sleep in and not really do anything. You are the one who is out there (or Not) and reaps the benefits: better health, sleeker build, placement in age group, traveling a mental journey that you may not have known or understood, etc.

Now these benefits, I think, are different for everyone. Some are going for a PR or top 5 or a placement to qualify for a bigger event (even in skating). Some, like myself are going to finish with a smile on my face. Some are just performing to perform (like theatre) because its what they love to do. For everyone, the journey is a different one. That step on the ice means something. Just toeing the line--means something and whatever happens on race day happens and whats in between it--the everday journey just makes you stronger.

I got my training plan for next month and its kicked up a notch. My palms got sweaty when I saw it. Longer rides outside, nutrition plan in check, longer runs and longer swims--higher intensity. One day at a time.

I am Ready.

My journey this year is for The Care Center--giving girls a second chance to make a better life for their families and I can't wait!

Peace
kodiacbear